Spaces in between us
is not part of my plan
For within the spaces seeps in loneliness
coupled with suicidal thoughts
and a mind that turns runny with tears
I had you but I left you
alone
In search of your own destiny
Trenched within the crevices
of cold hard stones
Watching you gay churns tears inside
An innocent baby with high hopes for daddy
But you were born to leave me
Cant you see?
That your life may be better
I have faired worse than you think I am
Daddy has not left you a proud baby
But you are me
Yet you are not of me
And I pain inside
Always with thoughts of you
Because I failed you.
The heavens no longer dances for me
since a long time ago
Dotty dearest, Daddy is so sorry
Daddy’s world will only be ok
if only you are ok.
But daddy didn’t do much for you
And wedged between us is mommy
Please forgive me dotty.
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